Saturday, November 19, 2011


So my family can notice that I have lost a lot of weight. Mom is watching my eating habits but only because she wants to lose weight also. And my older sister finally realized that I know about her Thinspo blog. But she doesnt know that I found "thinspo" through her. one day I was using her computer and one of her bookmarks was on "pro ana thinspiration" so I was curious. and then This started... But she doesnt know that. I dont know if I really want her to know. She might feel bad... Idk.
Here is my Tumblr. But there is more than just thinspo on there. :) you ALL should check it out. I use it more than my Blogger anyway.
Stay strong, beautifuls...

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Oh my & Thinspo

Wow. We haven't talked in so long. I have been really busy and focused on school. I really feel like shit right now though. I have lost some weight though. A lot of people have noticed. But I just don't feel like me lately. I have been eating healthy and not completely starving myself. But there has been a lot of drama in school. I am hanging out with this new crowd. More popular people and now there is just more drama. Like talk and gossip. For example, on of my really good friends, Kevin, I was talking to him on facebook and now his Girl Friend messaged me and was like," Leave my Boy friend alone. He doesn't like your nasty ass." No one has ever called me Nasty like that before. I just feel gross and fat now. I just read it too. God I just want high school to be over. :/ but I hope everyone else is doing good :)
I have been sticking to no eating after 7pm. And it is really helping. Also, Smoking really helps me too. :)
Stay Strong
Lots of love!

ps. I need a diet buddy! so Email me if you are interested :)