Petite Perfection: January 2012

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

I have lost track of myself. I really need to get back on to a good and steady diet. Anyone have any diets that worked for them? I am really upset and emotionable right now and I dont know why. Life is just get so hard. :( I dont know what to do. Well email me for anything. I could use someone to talk to.

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Stay strong my lovelys :)

Goals

190 lbs
180 lbs
170 lbs
160 lbs
150 lbs
140 lbs
130 lbs
12o lbs
110 lbs

...Maybe more...

Reasons To Succeed

I want to be remembered as someone attractive; rather than the fat girl with the OK personality.
To be considered a truly successful woman, you have to be thin. You'll get no respect other wise.
My boyfriend never would have looked at another girl if I wasn't so fat and disgusting.
You can't wear bikinis when you're fat. If you do you're disgusting and a laughing stock.
I want to be able to layer clothes with out worrying about how much bigger I look.
The thinner you are, the prettier you are.
Fat girls look ridiculous when exerting themselves.
I want to be told I'm too thin; I've never been know as being thin.
It'd be amazing to walk in to a store with out worrying if they'll have your size.
Thin people can wear anything they want.
I need to look like a dancer
Fat chicks can only get fat guys; I do not find that attractive.
Good guys don't want fat chicks.
To dance in a club you have to look good or you'll be laughed at.
I want to be able to sit on someone's lap with out fear of hurting them - or not having to refuse point blank.
But most of all I want to be comfortable in my body. I want to like myself. I don't want to be ashamed of looking at my reflection any more. I need to get rid of this body for me.