Petite Perfection: Inhale Exhale & Thinspo

Friday, September 16, 2011

Inhale Exhale & Thinspo

Wow. Life is to much to handle sometimes. School started about a month ago. Its senior year and I am really behind on credits. I have no friends to talk to. I cant trust anyone. I need to breathe. Inhale... Exhale...
And to top it, my facebook account was hacked. Great, Right?
Girls, I am very glad its this weekend.
If you need or want to talk to me about anything. Just email me. I need to talk too. :/
Well I am doing good on the SGD. :)
Being in school, were most of my thinspo's are, is great. :)
I just like being in school and just looking at the girl across from me comparing our bodies. How I want hers so much.
I blame myself for letting me get so ugly and fat.
I am friends with mostly guys so I hear them talk about girls, How hot she is. How they are going to ask this girl to Homecoming.
Well that makes me not want to eat like all day. So thats good :)
I made a new rule that I wont eat past 7pm :) and I am going to dance everyday. Not only does it burn calories but it makes me happy and I love the way I feel after dancing. :)
Stay Strong Lovelies :)
Here is the Thinspo for the day :)
Talk soon? I hope so! :)
Peace & Love

4 comments:

ElaAhavaSeptember 17, 2011 at 11:08 PM
I LOVE your thinspos, really. Theyre so me xD Thats the one downside about having too many guy friends, its fucks up my head more when they talk about how sexy other girl's bodies are. Like they never notice me...or maybe im just not good enough? hopefully that will change :D
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Vanessa ScottSeptember 18, 2011 at 8:29 AM
you are a rock star!
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Dying To Be ThinSeptember 18, 2011 at 8:31 AM
Yes! someone who gets where I am coming from lol
I am so happy that you like my blog. :) That means so much to me :)
I hope things will change too.
Thank you
Peace & Love!
-Autumn
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Dying To Be ThinSeptember 18, 2011 at 8:32 AM
Ness, Thank you!
lol
I love all the positive comments :)
This just makes my day :)
Thank you!
Peace & Love
-Autumn
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Goals

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...Maybe more...

Reasons To Succeed

I want to be remembered as someone attractive; rather than the fat girl with the OK personality.
To be considered a truly successful woman, you have to be thin. You'll get no respect other wise.
My boyfriend never would have looked at another girl if I wasn't so fat and disgusting.
You can't wear bikinis when you're fat. If you do you're disgusting and a laughing stock.
I want to be able to layer clothes with out worrying about how much bigger I look.
The thinner you are, the prettier you are.
Fat girls look ridiculous when exerting themselves.
I want to be told I'm too thin; I've never been know as being thin.
It'd be amazing to walk in to a store with out worrying if they'll have your size.
Thin people can wear anything they want.
I need to look like a dancer
Fat chicks can only get fat guys; I do not find that attractive.
Good guys don't want fat chicks.
To dance in a club you have to look good or you'll be laughed at.
I want to be able to sit on someone's lap with out fear of hurting them - or not having to refuse point blank.
But most of all I want to be comfortable in my body. I want to like myself. I don't want to be ashamed of looking at my reflection any more. I need to get rid of this body for me.